Depressed?

Feeling a bit bored... Someone said that it's not like me to not be playing and having fun, and I guess that's true. I appear to have lost interest in some of those activities that I found to be fun previously. That's one of the symptoms for depression =.=

Am I depressed? I don't really know. But I guess not.

もうわけがわからない。自分はいったい何を望みたい。何がしたい。

時々この悩みもあるよね、みんな。もう子供じゃないし、どうしてはっきりできないの？