Going...

I really feel that my emotions are getting crazy and out of hand nowadays. It's almost like I'm going bonkers. I don't really understand myself now... it's like I lose, or get to the edge of losing, my temper at random things, and holding myself back is getting to be quite a challenge.

I hope this doesn't hint at something sinister under, and that it won't affect my work.

わけわからない。自分のこと。なんだか気が狂おしくなるみたい。

もうすぐ就職だから？それとも？

原因がわからない。自分のこともわからない。もう何もわからない。