Sunday, 28 June 2009

Sad feelings

I wonder if I'm just too emotionally attached to them, or perhaps I'm just a bit nuts. My sim town is slowly aging and dying off, and the premade families are slowly, but surely, fading off as they age and die without leaving descendants.

As I went about town looking through the families, I see them fading away, and suddenly, this feeling of sadness swept over me that I can't really explain. I don't really understand why I'm feeling so, but I guess I'm just not good at handling farewells and goodbyes. I don't feel the same when people in the real world depart, but I'm actually feeling something for virtual people. I must be mad.

悲しい。理解できない。どうして?現実ではないのに、どうしてあの人たちが死んでいくのはそんなに悲しいの?一人ずつ消えていく。結局残りのは私一人だけ。狂っていく。

もうわけわからない。現実の人たちにはこんな感じがなかったのに、どうして?私って変?

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