Heavy

Very, very tired today. Almost couldn't get out of bed this morning. Usually, I'll be up by the 2nd alarm (within 10 mins of the first alarm), but this morning, I was still struggling after the 2nd alarm and almost reaching the 3rd alarm. I really wonder what's the deal with this sudden wave of fatigue, but unfortunately, I have no idea, and nothing much can be done about it.

Perhaps too many things are being piled up in me and causing me a lot of angst. Whatever the reason is, it's a bad sign. An omen, if you will. Maybe I should retire early tonight.

重い。頭が重い。とても重い。目も。なんか眠い。超眠い。

原因がわからない。疲れが溜まれ過ぎる？わからない。わかりたくない。

眠い。寝る。そうする。